into my atmosphere...

Life is great!!!

2012-01-29T23:31:00.001-08:00

2012-01-18T00:27:00.001-08:00

I love you. Please remember that....always.

2012-01-07T00:57:00.001-08:00

Dear me,
Just try to trust him. I know it's hard and you want to ask so many questions but just stop. Trust him....

...

2012-01-05T03:13:00.001-08:00

I'm scared. This new year we made promises but what if they're broken...I honestly don't think I can do it of they are broken. I'm usually not this negative but what am I suppose to think :(
So good luck to us.

2012-01-03T01:38:00.001-08:00

Hello 2012!!!
I have such a great feeling about this year. I just want everything to run smoothly. No more games.

I won't be using this blog much soooo back to sincerelychristinejoy.tumblr.com

2011-12-30T16:34:00.001-08:00

Haven't written in here for a while but let me tell you that everything is going great :)

This morning at 6 Marques and I finally arrived home from Vegas. It was the longest trip home from Vegas I have ever had lol. It took us 8 hours to get home because of our naps we took at Primm and Bakers...haha. But Vegas was amazing!!! Definitely something I needed. I love this holiday season and I'm a little sad that it's coming to an end...

Now new years :)
2012 you will be mine

2011-12-09T20:43:00.001-08:00

Hmmm...
It's never gonna be the same. I do what I do now cause of the many things I know. It still hurts like crazy but I'm putting on this smile and playing like everything is ok. I hate back tracking cause I knew I was going onto the right path. I don't know anymore...it sucks.

2011-12-07T02:20:00.001-08:00

I guess he'll never know what has hurt me...
It's so hard to move on and just push this aside, but I guess this will have to do.

2011-12-06T00:11:00.001-08:00

This day has been so tiring. I finished my speech this morning and did it this afternoon. Then it was the dance informals. Another fun experience but tiring, but I still managed to push myself to go to the gym after it. I just need to keep myself busy or else I'm gonna break down. Ugh I can't believe this right now, but I will respect the decision. I have so much emotion running through my little body, I know I'm gonna get stressed and get sick for finals. It keeps adding up...

I need to see the light at the end of the tunnel soon....

2011-12-04T21:10:00.001-08:00

I'm done nagging and telling him what to do. Talk to all the girls you want. Tell them they're cute and that you miss them. Over it...but do not be mad when I start doing the same shit...

2011-12-04T01:18:00.001-08:00

Not exactly the night I pictured...

2011-12-03T00:49:00.001-08:00

I need to stop getting my hopes up. These past 2 nights i've waited and waited...and where does it get me? No where.
So no more...

2011-12-02T21:55:00.001-08:00

So these past two nights is definitely not what I expected. I may be acting selfish but I'm only being human. I've been so use to spending so much time with him. That's probably the problem. Just another thing I need to get over...

2011-10-30T16:11:00.000-07:00

there was a reason for what happened the past few days...

and from that, i came to the realization that he does care. not that i already knew that, but i needed to be reassured. and i know for a fact that i haven't given him my all but starting now i will. i was scared to give somebody my everything, when in the end it wasn't going to work out. but now i have a pretty good feeling. so no more playing games, this is real...

2011-10-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

i just wanna cry, scream, yell, punch somebody, UGHHH!!!!! like i'm not even happy anymore :(

this past few days has fucking sucked!!!

lasdjfkajsdkfjaksdjfkjsadkfjsafskdj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Starting again...

2011-10-11T00:43:00.001-07:00

since tumblr is being flooded by people, i will go back here...

where there are many memories and thoughts kept...

so i saw the guy i never wanted to see ever again the other night at banana bay. first i saw his sister and i already had a bad feeling about it. then when i went outside i saw him...i honestly wanted to cry and punch the hell out of him, but i couldn't show emotion. as much as i freakin hate him, i guess there's still a part of me which still cares. yeah, i know dumb! but i guess i can't help it...FUCK! then he texted me...ugh! he's had my number from all those years...wow!!! -__- no, we are never ever gonna be friends and grab lunch. nor will i ever talk or text you. you are my past...

on another note...i hate how he still talks to his ex's. i mean i understand their still friends, but he's still showing interest...that's definitely not my thing. i may talk to probably only one ex..but that's ONLY if he messages me first. i will NEVER ever make the first move. his story is different cause he's the one actually making the first move...i don't get it...get over your past. leave them alone...!

the past is the past...just let it go...

2010-09-04T00:22:00.000-07:00

A lot has changed. And I'm not use to everything, but I have to think positive. It still hurts but I'm really good at hiding my feelings. But I'm not gonna lie when I say I still do think about you. I still feel bad about how everything just happened.

Keep your head up high.

summer days.

2010-07-18T17:58:00.000-07:00

dang i've been so lazy. when i'm not at school or with kinh i'm at home doing nothing. the heat is getting to me...ahhhh! good thing i'm taking an easy class. hehe! 3 more weeks!

i miss kinh ! i might sound cliche but i've never felt like this about anyone. it's something different:] and i love it!!!!!!!

kay bye for now.

back.

2010-07-18T01:04:00.000-07:00

i can't seem to write how i truly feel in blogs. i really wish i can, but i can't. i guess some things are just meant for me to know.
that's why i came back here. blogspot has many memories of mine written down and i think i want to write again.
the randomness and the adventures i go through..
hopefully i can keep it up...

well as for now everything's getting back to normal. just like how it's suppose to be. i'm still trying to find myself, but i'm in no hurry. i'm trying to stay positive. and the past is the past. it's a new me now.

:]

2010-05-13T10:50:00.001-07:00

i get to see kinh soon! (:
yay i wonder what we're gonna do today...

the start of a summer list

2010-05-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

[] find job!
[] pass summer class w/ an A!!!
[] watch ECLIPSE w/ kinh
[] beach, beach, beach!
[] roadtrip
[] flowerfields..if still possible
[] hot air balloon :]
[] seaworld
[] universal studios
[] water park
[] oc fair
[] griffith observatory
[] museum of tolerance
[] museum
[] stargazing
[] cue
[] quest learning center
[] take a dance class
[] start playing tennis again
[] sleepover hannah's house
[] sister (casey,savyy,lynn) day
[] dress up & dinner w/ casey
[] visit matt clores @ work
[] cook dinner all by myself :)
[] watch the sunset
[] watch the sunrise
[] puppy puppy? :]
[] gain 10 lbs?
[] dye hair? highlights?
[] read the last song
[] chill w/ you perhaps?

what else should be added?

2010-05-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

i love how everyone has abandoned blogger...
BUT as cool as i am...i still use it :)

im at the library...bored and tired.
4 hours of sleep isn't gonna get me through the rest of the day. i need a nap pronto!

todays my momma's birthday :]

school sucks! but i do hope i get a class during the summer. i need to keep myself occupied!!!
ohhhh and summer to do list will start soon (:
ill start and make one after i post this up actually.

classes for the summer will either be: microbiology, child development, speech, nutrition, and a dance class either jazz or ballet. ahhh!

kay bye

2010-05-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

i feel safe writing in here instead of tumblr.
so many memories are already here so therefore i shall start writing in here again about memories and such :)

isn't it cute how he does the most cutest things...
today he picked these for me :)
small lil bouquet of flowers :]

ohhh and im getting sick =/ or im already sick! ughhh!

school sucks!

I lied when I said ‘I love you’. There are two words that are missing, and those words are … ‘so much’.

2010-04-05T20:13:00.001-07:00

-Helena Jesslyn Lestari Tan

HAPPY EASTER!!!

2010-04-04T10:11:00.001-07:00

I've never been so excited for easter...everr!!! AHHH!!! I can now indulge on fast food and drinks (:

I've said this a kajillion times, BUT i'm completely blessed.

lol

2010-03-16T22:31:00.000-07:00

A D V I C E
its too late now.

every girl needs a man.

2010-03-14T20:22:00.000-07:00

Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot.

The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday.

The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love.

You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

<3

hide and seek

2010-03-12T01:08:00.000-08:00

I haven't written about my day in my blogs anymore. That's kinda sad, cause sometimes I go back and read my past blogs to see what I've been doing. Well I'm going to get some sort of journal or diary instead. I think that will capture the moment even more.
Until then...here I go...

Today I woke up pretty good. Unlike the other days when I have to get up at 6. This time I didn't feel that tired. I was probably excited cause I had something to look forward to this day. I got to see Kinh in the afternoon. Well I went to school, found good parking, wasn't late, and had a good time in english. After that I went home cause anatomy was "canceled" (: Came home and did some chemistry homework. I felt studious that's why. I went to my room to catch up on some shows. Then I started watching Alvin and the chipmunks but then fell asleep =/ Then Kinh came <3 I love my time with him. It feels so natural. I love it. We watched the movie Nine. It was alright. It was weird to eat dinner without my parents, but we survived (: Then we played hide and seek. Felt like a kid again. Fun stuff. Especially when I was trying to find Kinh and he was sitting on the toilet...haha. We played uno a little bit too and then my babe left. Parents came home and now I'm here in bed. Overall great day (: Happy.

Don't wanna type anymore...until then

<3

eclipse

2010-03-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

excited (:
cant wait to see this with my baby <3

2010-03-10T01:26:00.001-08:00

i dont say everything i want to say...

that may be a good & bad thing...

“Carpe diem! Rejoice while you are alive; enjoy the day; live life to the fullest; make the most of what you have. It is later than you think.”

2010-03-09T23:04:00.001-08:00

— Horace

sleeping habits

2010-03-08T02:23:00.000-08:00

my sleeping habits are all messed up. since school started, i now get approximately 3-4 hours of sleep. Not good!!! but i can't change it. my body isn't use to sleeping early. so daily naps are fitted into my regular schedule. waste of time, but they are needed.only if i was a vampire who didn't need sleep. then when day light savings time begins i get to loose one hour of sleep. GREAT. just great...

2010-03-07T20:28:00.000-08:00

i had a heart that was broken.
a heart that has been abused.
a heart that has seen wrong.
a heart that has gone through nightmares.
but my heart stands strong.

i have a heart that isn't perfect.
a heart that may be jealous.
a heart that needs attention.
a heart that needs loving.
a heart that wants the best.

i have a kind heart.
a heart that will overlook evil and focus on the good.
a heart that is forgiving.
a heart that is willing to take chances.
a heart that isn't afraid to love.

i have a heart that wants to learn.
a heart that is trustful.
a heart that has no desires to hurt.
a heart that will beat with yours...
a heart that belongs to you and only you.

♥ christinejoygonzalesperea
for my baby.

uhmmm..

2010-03-07T20:22:00.000-08:00

hello...
instead of writing an essay, i shall write in here.

wow how time flies. its already march...well im back to school. i love it and hate it at the same time.

love: something to do. im "busy" now.
hate: waking up extra early. traffic kills me in the morning. i'm half asleep and dont feel like singing with the radio, so im just sitting there bored as heck. also hate that i have "hard" classes this semester.

but school is school. gotta get through it to get to my destination. AND I WILL GET THERE!

Me?

2010-02-23T00:55:00.001-08:00

Dear Christine Joy Perea, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

I agree on most of this...

bunny bunny!

2010-02-17T21:28:00.000-08:00

since i can't get a cute pig...i have to find something that my mom would let me keep...

look at this cute bunny!!!! its ears droop down...awwww!

find me a bunny exactly like this one.!!!
OMG!!! AHHHH

2010-02-17T21:22:00.000-08:00

I love my boyfriend.

FREALS!!!!!

go do it.

2010-02-16T19:16:00.001-08:00

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches ! and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don’t need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

7 . Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

just thought it was interesting...thats all.

survey time w/ casey.

2010-02-11T18:06:00.000-08:00

Without naming any names, say something to somebody:
casey: pop that pimple
christine: put your face in my armpit

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
casey & christine: we cant

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
casey: hehe yeah
christine: nahh.

Where is your phone?
casey: on my bed, in my bedroom
christine: where else would your bed be? duh in your bedroom. mines on my bed

Last time you felt bad about something?
casey: today
christine: today.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
casey: duh im always on somebody mind
christine: all the time

Do you miss your past?
casey: when we use to run around and bike
christine: remember that time when i told mama that you said a bad word when you didnt. hahah!

Do you ever think "what if"?
casey: yeah
christine: yeah. what if i was an only child!

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
casey: im going to the snowwww
christine: i was just about to say that too

Would you ever get a tattoo?
casey: hellz yeah
christine: NO

...got too lazy typing. sorry.

2010-02-04T01:51:00.000-08:00

he's adorable! i still find it very cute! (:

<3 = :)

eeks i love him! AHHHH!!!!

I

2010-02-03T17:04:00.000-08:00

that time again -__-

2010-02-02T18:55:00.000-08:00

I completely HATE this time of the month!!! You girls know what I'm talking about -__- Can't wait till I'm done! I hate this feeling. No wonder I felt so blah that one day...stupid moods. GRR!

Well I want a huge juicy hamburger with fries and a dr. pepper! YUM!

All Better (:

2010-02-02T01:12:00.000-08:00

My boyfriend makes everything better. My heart needs reassurance sometimes. Not with objects that you buy, but that feeling of love. True love.

Anyways...Kinh came over today (: And he had snacks for me and then hello kitty house slippers and a face towel. So cute. We finally watched Avatar. It turned out pretty good, unlike the commercials. Piggy kinh ate a whole bag of popcorn & icee! FATNESS will come and haunt him. haha:P After the movie we went to Click to take pictures! ASIAN?! NO! Not one asian person working. The only asians that were there were the pictures of the girls on the booths. But that's it. It was fun though (:
Came home and ate my mothers cooking and then after that we both took a nap. I like napping with him.

Enjoy the click pics (:

:] Today was our one year and 2 months.

reblogged from: Lourdes (:

2010-02-01T02:12:00.001-08:00

A reading from the first letter of Saint Paul to the Corinthians.
the famous Bible passage was read at church yesterday :)

"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

one of my favorites <3

2010-01-31T04:00:00.000-08:00

What time did you get up this morning and why?
its morning now and im still awake chatting with kinh

Have you cried today at all?
i have...weirdly. like an hour ago for no apparent reason

Whens the last time you cried?
read aboves answer

What do you think about before you go to bed?
a lot of stuff

where is your phone?
with kinh...

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yes i really do. everything falls in place eventually

Would rain actually stop you from going somewhere or ruin your plans?
sometimes

Do you get nervous with public speaking?
depends

Have you ever made a girl cry?
yeah. sorry girl

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
no. not everyone.

How do you feel right now?
blah.

Do people say you have pretty eyes?
ive heard it before

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
of coarse.

Do you drink regular or diet soda?
regular please.

Do you smile often?
i do. even if i dont wanna

Why is your relationship status the way it is?
cause its love. im in love with him.

Do you have trust issues?
yes i do.

What are you going to do after this?
i dont know.

Do/did you listen to your parents?
most of the time i do.

What is more important, happiness or trust?
with trust brings happiness.

Are you one of the girl/guys addicted to Hollister?
no.

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
ive been pushed

Can you change the oil in a car?
no.

When someone calls you in the middle of the night, do you remember the conversation?
not all the time

When’s the last time you had gummy worms?
last week but they were the sour ones

Is your crushes name found anywhere in your room?
crush? kinhs name is probably on a piece of paper or something

Can you do push-ups?
yeah why not

Do you think two people can last forever?
of coarse.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
i hope so

What do you hear right now?
dad snoring and me typing

What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
school!

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
mcdonalds

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?
mhmmm

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
yes.

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
cant text

How's your heart been lately?
its fine

Who was the last person you talked to last night in person?
kinh online

Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes or chews?
yes very

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
mhmmm

Will tomorrow be better than today?
i really hope so

What are you craving right now?
nothing

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked, and why?
cant text

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
everything

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
very!

What was the highlight of your day?
my turtle eating fishes

2010-01-31T02:34:00.000-08:00

I have a tendency to hide my weakness. Therefore, I try to stay strong emotionally. But sometimes it all adds up to a weird emotion. An emotion where I find myself questioning things, lacking self confidence, and just seeing a whole new perspective...sometimes a bad one. It's not good but I can't help it. I don't like to feel uneasy and unsure of how I feel. I want to know things but sometimes I can't. I have to learn how to control my emotions. I'm pretty good at it, but sometimes...it just breaks.

2010-01-30T14:15:00.000-08:00

i have a bad feeling right now...

hmmmm...cant explain it.

Aye Bee See!

2010-01-26T00:24:00.000-08:00

Taken by Mary Anna my twin...

A - Age: 20 and a month and six days

B - Bed Size: full? queen?

C - Chore you hate: washing dishes.

D - Dog's name: i had a dog named pepper once...

E - Essential start your day item: cellphone check and food

F - Favorite color(s): all!

G - Gold or Silver: it depends on the outfit. i like silver a lil bit more tho

H - Height: 5'3-4-ish

I - Instruments you play: i played the piano. then the clarinet. i kinda wanna get back into piano and wanna learn guitar or like the violin or something.

J - Job title: cjoy chicken owner!

K - Kids: 13 very soon.

L - Living arrangements: ontario!!!!! w/ the fambam

M - Mom's name: Eveliza

N - Nicknames: Christine, cj, weeniee, cjoy, tin tin , cutie, beautiful, all that cute stuff ;]

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: i dont believe so.

P - Pet Peeve: fake people! the eraser thang...yuck. people and not using car signals!

Q - Quote: "cjoy you beauiful" LOL

R - Right or left handed: righty

S - Shy: mhmmm.

T - Time you wake up: depends if i have no school or not.

U - Underwear Brand: im not sure

V - Vegetable you dislike: bittermellon or peas

W- Workout style: sex. lol. jk...! haha. uhmmmm no i dont workout!

X - X-rays you've had: everywhere throughout my bodyyyyy

Y - Yesterday's best moment: mommy and her nose ring

Z - Zoo favorite: KINH pig (^@^)

the past few days...

2010-01-25T23:47:00.000-08:00

Today was kinh day (: Always something to look forward to. Well he came over and he ordered pizza for us and my fambam. He then discovered that he loved longanisa (blah). Watched my brother and Kinh play xbox games. Then the filter for the turtle came in and he just fixed that. We then took a 2 hour nap! :] Then we discovered that my turtle climbed up !!! YEEEE!!!! YAY!!! Anyways after that we had fettuccine that my mother cooked. And then to end the night we watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. Made me hungry...I just finished a bowl of ice cream (:

Yesterday was church day. Prayed a lot and then went to Target & tjmaxx with the mother. Later on the night I played with my mom and dressed her up. She's adorable!!!

Saturday was a cousin day but Gaita bailed out=/ So we went to Hannah's house. Tita fed us food. And then the two hoes wanted to get piercings. So just to see if my sister was really gonna get it pierced I took her. She actually did. So now she looks chola. jk....So after that we sat in my car wondering of what to do. It was fogging up in my car too. So I made the decision and said CUE! We went accessory shopping there too. Took our cue pics and went home. We had burritos and we watched "Hard Candy." What a dumb long boring movie! That was my day. And ended it with talking to Kinh. Always the way I like to end every day.

Pomeranians (:

2010-01-25T23:38:00.000-08:00

aren't they cute?! AWWW!!!

this picture makes me wanna play with kinhs doggies!!!

update so far

2010-01-23T01:08:00.000-08:00

So I haven't really updated this with the random doda's of my life this year. Hmmm...let me ramble about it. Care to listen, i mean read? It's your choice. You may learn something if you do...hmmm...

So school wise. As you may know I didn't get into any classes this winter semester. Well I actually only tried to get into English1C but that was a fail. So therefore I shall take it this upcoming semester. I'm missing school right now and I know attending Mt. SAC has made me fall behind my graduation year. I thought I can finish school in 4 years. BLAH! I wish. Stupid nursing! haha. no jk. I'm excited to actually learn all that nursing stuff but man this prerequisites are boring and not fun! Well I register on Tuesday for the spring semester and I better get the classes I want. I'm hoping for Anatomy, Chemistry, English Critical Thinking, and Dance. Full schedule. Oh I hope I have a life with all this classes. It'll pay off though...I know it.

Job wise...unemployed once again. Forever21 was a good experience for me and I'm happy they took me in for the season. It really helped me. I'm not sure if I should look for another job due to school being on it's way and I seriously don't want to be stressed. School is a higher priority for me. But we shall see...

Friend wise...Who really is my friend? That's one question I would really like to figure out. There are a lot of fake people out there and I'm done with that. Like really!

Boyfriend wise...wonderful!!! I love every minute we spend together and everytime we're not I miss him dearly. I'm so happy I have him and I wouldn't want anyone else.
Today he came over and we didn't even do much. We fell cuddled and fell asleep :] We went to watch Legion (it was alright). Came home ate dinner. Watched our favorite basketball team Chicago Bulls ;] haha. Watched a lil tv and then cuddled and fell asleep again (: It may seem like a boring day to you but I actually enjoyed it. His company is amazing!

Family wise...we're staying strong. We've gotten closer in many ways. Well at least I have. I've gotten closer with both my parents and my little brother. My little brother is finally getting off my back. Thank goodness.

And here goes my rambling about nonsense...It may make sense...maybe not. Oh well try and follow...

Love. In order to love you must have trust. Trust is a key factor in a relationship. Once you acknowledge the fact that you love someone you're practically saying "Trust me with your heart. I love you and I won't break it." But once that trust is gone it's very hard to earn it back again. A person who trusted you may never look at you the same way ever again. Maybe even family and friends. So you must pick yourself together and earn trust back.
Also in a relationship we meet the significant others family, friends, and just people they know. Once they are introduced to us, they are part of the relationship. They can be part of the happiness, the excitement, the joy, the sadness, the drama, and the other emotions that comes out of the relationship. It's never only 2 people in a relationship. Other people are effected by it too. Remember that.
Love isn't a game and I know everybody probably knows that. Heartbreak doesn't feel good and it takes time to heal. But love is never perfect. It has it's ups and it's downs. And we must all learn from it. It makes us stronger and it teaches how to act and become the person we are.

....Ok done. That shit didn't make sense once I read it but hey it made me feel a lil better. LOL!
Ok goodnight. I think I'm gonna see my slut cousins tomorrow?
I really wanna use this blog everyday. I shall try. Goodnight.

Love!

survey again.

2010-01-20T23:26:00.000-08:00

Last beverage? Dr. Peper
Last phone call? Casey
Last text message? Can't Text.
Last song you listened to? When You Say - Gabe Bondoc
Last time you cried? I honestly don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice? Yes. Bad idea, but lesson learned.
Been cheated on? Yes.
Lost someone special? Yeah.
Been depressed? For a bit.
Been drunk? A few times. No more tho.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

yellow.
purple.
turquoise.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made new friends? met some new people.
Fallen out of love? nope.
Laughed until you cried? dont think so.
Met someone who changed you? nope
Found out who your true friends were? i know who they are.
Found out someone was talking about you? don’t care.
Kissed anyone of your “just friends”? no.

GENERAL:

How many people on your myspace friends list do you know in real life? i don't really use myspace anymore.
How many kids do you want to have? 13 ;] LOL
Do you have any pets? my turtle :]
Do you want to change your name? nahh
What did you do for your last birthday? my baby threw me a surprise party at chuck e cheese :]
What time did you wake up today? at 12 :P
What were you doing at midnight last night? eating
Name something you CANNOT wait for? to see my boyfriend.
Last time you saw your father? when i went to the kitchen to get ice cream
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? my procrastination.
What are you listening to right now? me typing and the tv from the kitchen
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? yeah
What’s getting on your nerves right now? nothing really
Whats your real name? christine joy gonzales perea
Relationship Status? taken
Zodiac sign? Sagittarius
Male or female? female.
Elementary school? mountain view!!! woot woot. go eagles
Middle school? grace yokley. GYS!!! go panthers.
High school? Colony High School. go titans!!!
Hair color? brown.
Long or short? short.
Height? 5’3”ishhh
Do you have a crush on someone? my boyfriend!
What do you like about yourself? i love myself!
Piercing? 7
Tattoos? nope
Righty or lefty? righty.

FIRSTS:

First surgery: never had one.
First piercing: when i was a little baby
First tattoo: never
First best friend: michelle bobis (:
First sport you joined: does dance count? lol
First pet: my fishys when i was little.
First vacation remembered: i remember going to the philippines when i was 3.
First crush: it was in the second grade. his name was robert. rofl
First alcoholic drink: beer.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX OR SAME SEX IF YOU’RE GBLT?

Lips or eyes? eyes first, then lips.
Hugs or kisses? BOTH!
Shorter or taller? taller.
Older or Younger? older
Romantic or spontaneous? spontaneously romantic
Tattoos or piercings? piercings. not a lot tho.
Sensitive or loud? both. loud, but sensitive when necessary.
Hook-up or relationship? relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger? no.
Lost glasses/contacts? no.
Sex on first date? no thank you
Broken someone’s heart? maybe.
Had your own heart broken? yes.
Been arrested? no.
Turned someone down? yes.
Cried when someone died? yes.
Liked a friend that is a girl/boy (depends on your preference)? yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself? i have to.
Miracles? of coarse.
Love at first sight? it’s possible.
Heaven? yes.
Santa Clause? yeee
Kissing on the first date? depends.
Angels? yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no.
Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? very possible
What’s the one thing you cannot live without? family.

ADD TWO MORE RANDOM THINGS:

Hangout-wise, boys or girls? boys.. girls can be bitches.
Completely random: im eating hot cheeto fries.

amazing yet again

2010-01-17T20:48:00.000-08:00

this song was a surprise for me on our 1 year (:
listen till the end ;]

enjoy

2010-01-15T02:20:00.000-08:00

I completely enjoy the time spent with you :] We don't have to do much or anything special, just you're company is all I need :]

Love such an amazing feeling.

A-Z :P

2010-01-11T00:29:00.000-08:00

A survey stolen from karina :] I'm bored...bare with me.

A. Available? - My heart is taken.

B. Best friend? - YOU!!! :]

C. Celeb Crush?- DUH! KINH!

D. Drawing or Painting?- I wish I can do these things. I'm not that talented so I'll let Kinh do it for me :]

E. Easiest person to talk to? My sister hoe

F. Favorite Food? - Just food in general. Food is good! We're best friends forever.

G. Gummy Bears or worms?- I like sour ones.

H. Hometown?- Alhambra. But really Ontario. I've lived here forever.

I. Instrument? - I played the piano when I was little. Then I stopped cause my teacher made me cry a lot. Then I was in band in middle school. Yes, nerd! Now...nada.

J. Job?- "Hi. Welcome to XXI" Forever21! Fashion Forever -__-

K. Kids?- Someday. 13. So I can have a show...blah blah blah and Christine plus 13. HA!

L. Longest Car Ride?- I don't like car rides. They make me car sick.

M. Milk flavor?- Strawberry!

N. Number of piercings?- 7 :]]

O. One Wish?- To fly! Wouldn't that be cool!? I think so :]

P. Phobias?- Being stuck in sea. But really when will this happen? Never! and insects!!! OMG! EW!!!

Q. favorite Quote?- "CHRISTINE JOY" haha! I really don't have one

R. Reason to smile? - cause I have him in my life :] Life is good!

S. Song you last heard- I think it was CP's cover.

T. Time you woke up?- 10ishhh

U. Unknown fact about me?- I will eat you!

V. Vegetable?- Vegetables are good for you! I like broccoli. I use to call em trees when I was little. Carrots are good too.

W. Worst Habits? - Procrastination! FASHO! I'm the queen of this!

X. X-Ray’s you’ve had?- Dentist. Head. Foot. Arm. Body. Heart. Blahhh!

Y. Your pet peeves?- When people erase something...BUT there stupid pencil doesn't have an eraser...so you hear the metal with paper...ughhh!!!! yuck! AND...people who don't use their freakin turn signals! HELLO!!!! it's there for a freakin reason! use it!

Z. Zodiac sign?- Sagittarius

Ok bye :P

he's amazing

2010-01-10T01:34:00.000-08:00

yes...i know :]

2010-01-09T14:42:00.000-08:00

I really wish I can see Kinh perform tonight. I fail as a girlfriend =/ BOO!!!!!!

bored....survey time

2010-01-09T14:27:00.000-08:00

Be honest, over your ex?
- Very much so!

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
- Some parts of it. Some parts would just be boring.

If you could pick someone to just “disappear” and nobody would care..who would it be?
- That's mean. No one. Everyone deserves a place on this earth...i think.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
- Not at all.

How old do you look?
- You tell me. Some people say younger some say older. I guess it depends on what I'm wearing and if I have makeup on or not.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
- Depends. haha

What are you doing tonight?
- Nothing -___- That's how cool I am!

Where is your ex right now?
- I don't care

Was it hard for you to get over your ex?
- Took time. But I'm over him...what's up with these ex questions?

Do you wake up cranky?
- LOL. Sometimes.

Do you hate anyone?
- Hate such a strong word!

What are your plans for tomorrow?
- Help set up a party. Party a lil. Work at XXI. Then go back to the family party.

Are you nice to people you dislike?
- If they're nice to me, I'll be nice. I'm usually nice anyways.

Ever kissed someone with a tongue piercing?
- Nope

Do you have any tattoos?
- Nope

Does it bother you when people keep texting you after you don’t text back?
- Sadly can't text...still. Yes I'm a noob.

What if you dropped your phone in a puddle?
- No not yet.

What is your mom saved as in your phone?
- Mother

Who was the first person to text you today? Why?
- Can't text!

What’s your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
- Get darker and wear cute clothes.

Is it awkward when you run into your ex?
- No. Well I dont think so.

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
- I'm happier now. Still happy :]

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
- Awww Kinh baby does care.

Will you hold hands with the last person you held hands with again?
- Of coarse.

Ever feel like you’re not good enough?
- At times yes. Oh well.

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
- Nah.

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
- Yes I would.

How many letters in your middle name?
- Gonzales. You count.

Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
- Perea. Nope.

Have you ever been called heartless?
- Nah.

Is there someone you will never forget?
- Mhmmm! There's many who made an impact in my life.

Have you kissed anyone whose name starts with a K?
- Hahah. KINH! <3

What are you planning on doing after this?
- Uhmmm think about Kinh. No, eat maybe? I dont know.

Do you always answer restricted calls?
- Nope.

Does anyone hate you? why?
- NOOO. I don't hate anyone

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
- Mhmmm :]

Did you sleep alone the last 2 nights?
- Yuppp.

Excited for anything?
- Summer? haha.

What’s one thing you like about winter?
- The cold and the cuddle weather <3

Do you have drama in your life?
- Nah.

What’s something you really want right now, be honest?
- Kinh! Not joking either. I miss him =/

Are you afraid of falling in love?
- I was. Not anymore.

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
- What am I gonna eat?! haha

Have you laughed until you cried?
- Yes. haha

What are you listening to right now?
- Me typing. And my parents talking.
Are you happy with the choices you’ve made?
- Some not so much. But I'm pretty much happy.

Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
- Nah not really. Unless I'm bored.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like?
- Like? I don't like anyone. If someone kisses kinh!!! GRRR BETCH! lol

Are you happy with the way things are going?
- I am

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
- I like kinh a lot! Does that count?

Who last laid on your bed besides you?
- My sister Casey

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
- Me, Benjamin the monkey and Darla the Dolphin

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- I can tell my boyfriend anything.

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
- I actually have. Don't want it anymore

Any jewelry you wear 24/7?
- Ears and that other one...shhh

Last person to take off your pants?
- LOL! ME! DUH

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend drinks?
- Yes it matters to me.

Do you find piercings attractive?
- Ehhhh depends on the person.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
- My mother

What were you doing last night at midnight?
- Chatting w/ Kinhypoop

Was yesterday terrible?
- For the most part no. I got to see Kinh

Are you addicted to cigarettes?
- Ew. NO!

Are you starting to realize anything?
- I guess.

Are you wearing any make up right now?
- Nope.

Are you easy to get along with?
- I think so.

Kay food time. Bye.

2010-01-09T14:20:00.000-08:00

I have no intentions in hurting you. Cause really, who wants to get hurt? I don't think anyone in their right mind wants to. So understand I don't plan to hurt you. I make mistakes, but then again I'm human. I'm learning from them and it's making me a better person. I love you too much too throw it all away. Too much time and love has gone into it, and nothing in the world is worth losing you. I'm with you till the end. Don't worry baby.

2010-01-08T01:59:00.001-08:00

i get to see my baby tomorrow <3
Yay!!! :]

Kay goodnight <33

Recap of 2009...

2010-01-03T21:26:00.000-08:00

2009 was definitely an amazing year. It was a year of change and a year of finding myself. There were many great memories during 2009. Thanks to God for guiding me the right direction, the guidance and love from my family, the never-ending love my boyfriend gave me, and my friends that are there for me. I learned a lot this year and I'm very proud of the progress that is happening. Let's see what 2010 will have in store for me. I'm ready :]

Well here's a little recap of what happened during 2009...

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?

Make out pics w/ the cousins ;]
Date w/ the cousins.
Cue w/ cousins.
Vid chat w/ Jeremy.
Went to UCI.
President Obama.
Valentine's day surprise.
Katrina's Debut.
Yogurtland.
Chilled w/ Aris.
YT Vids w/ the sistahs.
Roscoes Chicken & Waffles
Cut my hair more times I have than any other year.
Chuck E. Cheese w/ Family.
Took Lyn to Cue.
Kinda played tennis w/ Kinh.
Lake Perris.
Drove down to IAG.
9na's house in LB.
Nancy's apartment in Irv.
Getty Villa.
Santa Monica Pier.
Read Twilight Saga.
Taking Kinh to Jollibee.
Cooked w/ Kinh :]
Photoshoot w/ Kinh.
Go cart racing.
Threw a surprise party for casey.
Failed my first college course...english1c critical thinking class.
First job at XXI.
Thanksgiving w/ the boyfriend.
1yr w/ my love kinh <33
Piercings ;]
My Birthday Surprise at Chuck E. Cheese.
Met some amazing people once again <3

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

As I do this survey, I'm reading my 2009 new year resolutions. It's funny cause I didn't even think about it this whole year. But happily enough I did keep some of them. I didn't disappoint my parents as much as I have the following years. I became more independent and relied less on my parents. I guess I helped a lil bit more around the house, but I wouldn't say a lot. I got to spend a lot of time with my family and friends this year (: And I also met some amazing people. However, procrastination always follows me and I can't help it. I also believe I spend a lot of time on the computer -___- I need to cut those hours down. Oh and I didn't gain weight =/
For 2010, I'm ready for settlement. My new years resolution this year is to finally figure out what school I will transfer out to. And to make that happen. I need to figure out what I really want in life and go for it. Just to overall be a better person to everyone. Learn how to cook. Start dancing again. Gain more weight hopefully! I wanna gain 15lbs. Wanna help ;]

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

Nope.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

MJ the bunny died =/

5. What countries did you visit?

I didn't leave the country at all this year.

6. What would like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?

Discipline in school.
Time.

7. What date from 2009 will be etched in your memory, and why?

My 20th birthday will always be remembered. Thanks baby for throwing it for me(:
...So Kinh told me that we were going to have dinner together that night. I didn't think much of it. He came over my house and it was cute cause he chose what I should wear. He chose a dress and we had reservations at the "restaurant" at 7:30. So we were on our way to the place and it was fairly close around my house. He said he did his research...but really now?! haha. He said he didn't get lost and he was just killing time but I really think he got lost...So we parked at Chuck E. Cheese cause he wanted to play games... I was like WHAT!!! So we went in and to my surprise it was my birthday surprise. It was all HELLO KITTY (: It was so sweet of him and I had so much fun. We ate, took pictures, played games. It was a very nice birthday and I got to spend it with the people I love ♥

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

One of my biggest achievement this year was figuring out what I am going to major in at school. I finally settled into nursing and I am almost done with my prereqs for it (: I'm almost there :] Maybe I'll take care of you in the future ;]

9. What was your biggest failure?

Not being focused with school as much as I should. I received decent grades, but I could've done better.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

This whole year I was pretty healthy. Not until the holidays was when the sickness hit me. I got sick with a fever or something and as of right now I'm still coughing =/ It sucks...but I'm slowly getting better.

11. What is the best thing you bought?

"the best things in life are free"

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

My baby of coarse. He kept me happy and sane the whole entire year :] I love him!!!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled or depressed?

I've learned not to try so hard for my so called "friends." I've been used before and I know now how FAKE some people can be.

14. Where did most of your money go?

This year most of my money went to clothes and boots :] OPPS! Couldn't help it!

15. What did you really really get excited about?

Hmmm...The month of December probably got me excited the most. I love December cause I have no school and it's just a great month! I enjoyed it very much!!!

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?

This song :] Except Kinh's version of it <33

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

Happier or Sadder?

SOOOO MUCH HAPPIER! This year was amazing!!! It was drama free for the most part and it was just a big relief. I can thank my boyfriend for the most part.

Thinner or fatter?

Freakin the same! I probably lost weight -__- GRR for a fast metabolism. It'll catch up to me someday...so I'm not worrying.

Richer or Poorer?

Even though I got a job at the end of the year I'm still poor. Gotta learn how to save and stop buying clothes...lol.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?

Study a lot more for my classes.
Sleep. I need to sleep earlier.
Hang out with friends and family.
Eat more...or healthier.
Help around the house.
Read more books.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Online stuff.
Procrastinate.
Buying dresses/boots.
Waste money on random un-needed things.
Random food cravings.
Ditching class.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?

This year I spent my Christmas in Moreno Valley at my cousin's house. Christmas Eve we arrived and we ate and there neighbors came over. We ate, sang karaoke, they danced, and at midnight we opened presents. Sadly this was the day when my sickness was beginning to hit. So I slept earlier than my family. Christmas day we went over the neighbors house and ate lunch over there. Then went back and they played bingo while I rested on the couch. It was a good Christmas (: Oh and Christmas was my baby's bday (: ♥

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?

Yes! And this love is amazing!!! I've never ever felt this way about any guy I've ever been with. It's completely different, but in a good way. I love the way he makes me feel and I hate saying bye. He's my everything and I could not have done the year without him. I love him sooooo mucho much!!!!

22. How many one night stands?

NADA!!! NONE! ZIP!

23. What was your favorite TV program?

Ohhhh so many this year. Since my tv died on my and I failed to get the converter box I relied on the internet and my parents tv...but I got a lot of shows in this year.

At the beginning of the year it was still Tyra. But when my tv died I stopped watching that.

Then the second season of The Secret Life of an American Teenager was during the summer. It got interesting. Third season is about to start...FINALLY.

Then out of boredom and curiosity I started watching Gossip Girl. To my surprise it is very entertaining. It has soooo much drama and I caught up on this show very fast.

Then the whole vampire scene came out. And Vampire Diaries became big.

Music became big also! Glee was amazing to listen to. I love glee!!!

Wow I watched a lot of tv this year...wow.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate last year?

I'm too nice to hate anyone. Plus hate is such a strong word.

25. What was the best book you have read?

I read the whole Twilight Saga this summer. Very addicting!!! Edward in the book was so dreamy and Bella sounds gorgeous. After reading these books I became a fan of twilight...Can't wait for the movies to come out!!!

I also love love loved the book The Time Traveler's Wife. The book is amazing! The movie was alright. But books is always better. Such a cute book! I cried so much reading this.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Hmmm...I don't really know about this one. I think Lady Gaga had a great year. She's tight!

27. What did you want and get?

Happiness and love from amazing great people.
Got classes I needed from Mt. Sac.
Kinh got me the hello kitty bag :]
My random food cravings.
Random phone + cool cover..haha.
Clothes and shoes.
Random unnecessary things.
Job at XXI.
KINH! I GOT HIM! HE'S MINE FOREVER!

28. What did you want and not get?

Fat.
Better grades.
Better body...haha.
Longer hair...boo for cutting it.
Puppy...
Random stuff.

29. What was your favorite film of the year?

The movie Up was cute. I enjoyed watching it with my baby. It had such a cute storyline. I loved it.

And of coarse NEW MOON!!!!!!!

30. What did you do on your birthday & how old did you turn?

Read number 7 on the survey...here I'll just copy and paste to make it easier...hehe.
...My 20th birthday will always be remembered. Thanks baby for throwing it for me(:
...So Kinh told me that we were going to have dinner together that night. I didn't think much of it. He came over my house and it was cute cause he chose what I should wear. He chose a dress and we had reservations at the "restaurant" at 7:30. So we were on our way to the place and it was fairly close around my house. He said he did his research...but really now?! haha. He said he didn't get lost and he was just killing time but I really think he got lost...So we parked at Chuck E. Cheese cause he wanted to play games... I was like WHAT!!! So we went in and to my surprise it was my birthday surprise. It was all HELLO KITTY (: It was so sweet of him and I had so much fun. We ate, took pictures, played games. It was a very nice birthday and I got to spend it with the people I love ♥

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Nothing. This year was perfect. Wouldn't change anything about it.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?

I believe fashion was a huge thing for me this year. I got to know more about fashion and I experimented with outfits a lot. I didn't stick with one style, but instead made my own style by clashing and mixing styles together. Everyday was different. It turned out alright. Still stylish but comfortable. Mostly skinny jeans and boots. Oh of coarse can't forget jesus bracket. Fashion is fashion..depends if you can rock it!

33. What kept you sane?

My boyfriend, Kinh Nguyen, kept me sane. He's there for me when I need him and I know I can count on him. He's a positive person in my life and thats just what I need. Someone who knows whats best for me and pushes me to do better. He's amazing and I'm lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

You seriously think it's gonna change from last year?! OF COARSE MR. DIVA!!!!
I still fancy about him!!!! He's hott!!!!!

35. What political issue stirred you the most?

Even though I took political science this year at school, politics never interested me...Oh well...

36. Who did you miss?

A few friends that I haven't seen since forever.

37. Who was the best new person that you met?

Oh this is hard. I can't choose. There wasn't that one person in 2009 that I barely me that made an impact... maybe this year.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009.

Love like nothing matters.
Don't care about what other people think of you.
Do what you want to do, because you want to.
Be careful in what you choose to do.
Think before you act.

39. Quote a song or lyric that sums up your year.

Kris Allen: Live Like We're Dying

2009-12-17T23:30:00.000-08:00

birthday in 3 days!!! (:
& i got the day off...
yee!!!

life is good! (:

2009-12-13T01:34:00.000-08:00

i just don't like the feeling of me missing you. i can't help it but feel that way.

if only....

2009-12-10T15:07:00.000-08:00

lol.

moving to...

2009-12-09T14:53:00.000-08:00

TUMBLR!!!!
http://cjoy.tumblr.com/

dont worry! I'll still write in here from time to time. But more randomness will be on that one :]

almost here

2009-12-09T10:41:00.000-08:00

winter break is almost here. i can almost touch it :]
after my philosophy final tomorrow i shall officially be on winter break!!! :]
wow has this year gone by so fast!

12 more days till by birthday!!!
ohh man im getting old...haha.

CHISTMAS is almost here too!
eeks gotta get that shopping goin on.

ok bye

blah

2009-12-06T14:53:00.000-08:00

Are you a heart breaker?
people have said that. but not true. i break hearts cause i have to not that i want to.

Is it ever too late to apologize?
no, nothing is never to late

Whats the last taste in your mouth?
iced tea

List three things near you:
phone, lotion, brush

What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
the covenant! so cute!

What was the last thing you looked up on Google?
steven strait

Did you have a valentine for last valentines day?
oh yes. kinh <3

Ever ditched out on plans to do something better with someone else?
yeah...

Is there snow on the ground where you are?
sadly no.

When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
i dont know if kinh did today. maybe last night he did

How many people know your deepest, darkest secret?
do i even have any?

How was your day overall?
blah! i have effing cramps and i wanna cry!

Is tanning your thing?
ohhh no!

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
nope not anymore

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
nope.

How was your past weekend?
work and i saw kinh on friday :]

What is that last serious thing you thought about?
me studying

What were the last words you spoke out loud?
"hurry get out" thats to my lil brother

Is your birthday soon?
HECK YES!!!! DECEMBER 21

What was the last thing you drank?
iced tea

What's on tv?
idontknow

Is there a song in your head?
nopeeee

How often do you get songs in your head?
sometimes

Why did you last laugh?
some gay picture

When's the next time you'll spend a lot of money?
christmas shopping :]

When's the next time you'll go shopping?
soon! i need to very soon

Have you ever kissed someone that's name starts with a J?
yeah.

Do you like the color green?
eh its ok

Have you ever eaten uncooked raman noodles?
yeah i have

Do you like winter?
yes yes i do! i love it

What are you scared of?
spiders and yo face

What did you dream about last night?
i dont remember

Favorite Disney movie?
oh i have a lot. heres a few: lion king (hahah i put kinh at first), monsters inc, cinderella, ....

Have you ever given a random person your number?
ive given fake numbers out

If you could push one person off a cliff, who would it be?
no thats mean

Do you curse a lot?
no

How many pillows do you sleep with?
4 big ones, 3 small ones, and dolphin sleeps with me now

Song that always makes you sad?
...

Last thing you bought?
food

Did you ever own at one time a Nysnc Cd?
i still do!

Favorite day of the week?
friday? saturday?

Date someone older or younger?
no and yes

Do you use umbrellas?
sometimes

Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?
what! why would i know that?

Have you ever written in a library book?
hahaha opps

Did the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
oh i love kinh!

Are you drunk?
what? noooo i am not

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
i usually dont cry in front of people

Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
nothings perfect. but my relationship right now is close to perfect :]

Do you and your parents get along?
mhmmm

Have you ever kissed someone starting with the letter M?
yeah

Can you take a bra off with one hand?
mhmmmm

Do you have any pet fish?
they all died -___-

When's the last time you went to the beach?
uhmmm summer?

Does anyone love you?
yes i hope so

What color shirt are you wearing?
purple

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
NO! but kinh loves me so smmile :]

What were you doing at 7am?
sleeping!

Could you survive without electricity?
that would be hard

What time did you get up this morning?
11:30ish

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
lol

Are girls too dramatic?
some are

Are you feeling uneasy about anything?
no not really

How often do you lose your voice?
not often

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you now?
im broke

Is there something you're looking forward to next month?
January: NOTHING!

Did you run anywhere today?
NO!

Would your parents be mad if you came home drunk?
they probably would

Relationships or one night stands?
RELATIONSHIPS!

When is the next time you'll kiss someone?
hmmm when will i see kinh?

Who do you wish was with you at the moment?
kinhhhh

Could you ever see yourself becoming a vegetarian?
nopeee

Ever played Nintendo 64 as a kid?
of coarse!

finals week

2009-12-06T14:02:00.000-08:00

LETS GO!!!!
gotta study study study!!!

monday: psychology final @ 10:30 - not so hard cause i love this psych class and its just a regular exam.

wednesday: political science final @ 7:30! so early! i hate this class so i have to study alot!!!

thursday: philosophy final @ 8:00. i have no idea how im gonna study for this. he didnt even give us a study guide. stupid teacher.

sucks cause i have work everyday of my final days and im closing too -___- boo!

after this week it should be all good :]]

1 Year w/ Kinh :]

2009-12-06T00:46:00.000-08:00

Around this time last year, my heart fell for an amazing guy. As of right now, my heart is still head over heels for him :]

This past year with him was amazing. The experience with him was like no other and it's really hard to explain. I'm veryyyyyy happy though :] Maybe this is what love feels like? Yes, I think it is.

So anyways, Tuesday, December 1, 2009 we celebrated our one year anniversary together. It wasn't the typical dinner and cuddle or take you out somewhere fancy or whatever. We did what we do best. We had fun at Sea World and we ate lunch AND dinner. Hahah.
I went to his house and waited for him cause he got his oil changed. Then I said hello to his cute doggies :] After that we went to eat some Vietnamese food. It was yum. Then we drove our way down to SD. We got to Sea World around 2ish but we went through everything. Not the rides though, but it's ok we have the whole year for that :] He didn't get pooped on too! Good huh. We watched Shamu (well not really Shamu cause he died). And then we watched the sea lions. And looked at all the sea creatures and what not. Oh yeah I got a dolphin :] She's a cutie! So the park closes at 5 and we went to Long Beach for Matt's opening. Kinh over here was falling asleep while driving!!! grrr! haha. It's ok though. So we ate at Matt's restaurant and it was yum. He gave us some free food too. Then we went to look at houses with some crazy ass lights! I love December!
After this great day I went home. It was a good day and it is surly a day I will remember.

A year ago...

i love him with my whole heart

GRR!

2009-11-30T14:28:00.000-08:00

Budget Cuts are ruining my plan!!!!
Didn't get into the english class that I wanted...
then all the other classes are full! GRRRR!
School Sucks!
last week of lecture and finals! thank god.

December youre almost here :] That is what I need!

Mission Viejo to Moreno Valley

2009-11-26T19:43:00.000-08:00

SO MUCH FOOD!!!! :D

MY FAV!!!

I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS!!!!

CMON DECEMBER!!!! <3

blessed

2009-11-26T19:22:00.000-08:00

I don't need a holiday to express my gratitude to my loved ones. But since it is Thanksgiving I shall write a lil somethin somethin :]

First and foremost I am grateful for what the Lord has given me. He has given me a loving family and such amazing people in my life. The experiences that I have gone through has strengthen me and made me the person I am now.
Thank you Lord for the love that you have shown me.

My parents, Arnold and Eveliza, has given me everything I have ever wanted. They are strong and no matter what hardships they may go through they are still able to make us happy. They will love me no matter what stupid thing I may do. I'm thankful to have such amazing parents. They have supported me through everything I have done and they only want the best for me.

I am very thankful for my little sister, Casey. She is my bestfriend who is there for me through everything. Even though we have our arguments we know we will love each other no matter what. She's there for me 24/7 and I can be myself towards her. I love her and I'm so thankful to have her as my seesterrrr.

My little brother is funny. I'm thankful to have such a brat for my brother. He's growing up and I will be there for him through anything.

I'm lucky enough to call Kinh as my boyfriend. He always knows how to make me smile :] I'm thankful to have such a man in my life. He has shown me what love is and what the feeling is. It's amazing. And I can not wait for what the future may hold for the both of us...

I'm thankful for all my friends, they know who they are :] Thankful for my new job. Thankful for the schooling I'm getting...everything.
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2009-11-24T00:41:00.000-08:00

Love ! it's real this time. and i'm loving every moment of it.

Falling into Place

2009-11-23T15:27:00.000-08:00

I'm satisfied with how everything is going. From family, boyfriend, school, and life everything's great. I mean school can be a whole lot better, but I can deal with it. As for friends, my so called "true friends/ best friends" has dispersed. Only a few actually try and call me up. But it's all good, I am not worrying about them. The family situation is good. Boyfriend is amazing. Life in general is great. I got a job at Forever XXI and I am very thankful. Everyone there seems pretty nice and helpful. Black Friday should be really tiring, but I'm ready :]

Thanksgiving is almost here :] Yum!
I have my outfit ready (:

Shopping on black friday?! hmmm...

2009-11-22T23:55:00.000-08:00

everything is great!!! :]

GOD IS GOOD!!!♥

filipino pride!

2009-11-16T00:16:00.000-08:00

YEEEEE PACQUIAO!

enough said!

=]

11/11

2009-11-11T22:41:00.000-08:00

Make a wish...

I wish for a guy who will love me for me. A guy who will look past the looks, past the makeup, past the clothes, past the mistakes I've done before. A guy who will help me learn more about myself. A guy who doesn't get jealous, a guy who understands, a guy who's there for me no matter what. A guy who pushes me to make the right decisions. A guy who will hold me tight when I cry. A guy who isn't afraid to give all his love to me. A guy who I will be comfortable with. A guy who will make me believe that he is the one for me. A guy who won't break my heart. A guy who will make me believe that falling in love doesn't always end up as a bad ending. A guy who will make me understand what true love actually is. A guy who will give me my "happily ever after."

My wish came true...
I am unconditionally in love with Kinh and it's the greatest feeling in the world!

Exactly 1 yr ago... 11/11/08

Today... 11/11/09

procrastinator!

2009-11-11T12:54:00.000-08:00

ever since high school i got into the bad habit of procrastinating. now, i cant seem to get of it =/
however, with the late night studying i seem to get better grades because the material is fresh in my mind. but is that always the right thing to do?
i also find that writing a paper the night before is faster because my brain has a mentality of trying to get it finished before its due. but thats not always fun! i wish i can start writing weeks before its due so i wouldnt have to cram it the night before....
ohhh well.

just like now. i have a 7 pg paper due tomorrow about media for my critical thinking class...i have no idea what its about STILL! ohhh tonight shall be fun and no sleep for me.
why am i not starting it right now? haha...im waiting for kinh! lol. bad bad bad.
oh well...i hate english!

i cutteded it...again

2009-11-10T02:02:00.000-08:00

Remember I said I want long hair again...turns out I can't wait that long. SOOOOOO....i end up cutting it again. As of right now, I'm still getting use to the cut and tomorrow morning I'll see how I can fix it up myself...

This is my inspiration for the hair cut::

Too bad it didnt turn out quite like that...its ok though...its hair...it'll grow back out...haha

Spam Musubi

2009-11-08T01:36:00.001-08:00

So last night I was craving some spam musubi so much, that I fell asleep dreaming that I was at a store ordering some. Funny right.

So today, Kinh satisfied my cravings once again. We actually made it ourselves (with a little help of my mother). It turned out pretty darn good! Well actually, Kinh burned the first batch :] In the end it turned out YUM! It was so satisfying and sooo heavy. We KO after we ate.
Bombdiggity! <3

Goodbye October, Hello November

2009-11-08T01:24:00.000-08:00

Wow. October is done ALREADY! crazy.

Halloween was fun :] Casey's birthday turned out well. I'm still me and youre still you? yes or no? haha.

So it's November. 4 more weeks and I shall be done with fall semester. Oh man how I need my break already. School sucks. Especially english class. My teacher sucks balls and he's such a dick. I shouldve dropped it...GRRR. Now I have to try. Sucks that i don't have my 2 books that I need to write my paper that is due on Thursday. UGHHH!!!! Eff critical thinking. I already know how to critcally think. I don't need to think about media and how it minds our brains. GRRR.
But other than that I love my Psychology class. And thats about it. Political Science is boring...doesn't amuse me. And philosophy is somewhat interesting...or maybe its cause my teacher is some drug user. Well that my opinion. hahah.

December my favorite month is coming up!!!! YEE SON!!!! I LOVE DECEMBER!!!!
My 20th birthday is just around the corner. What to do? do i even want to celebrate this bday? hmmm...

Kinh kinh kinh! I love him! I DOOOOOOO!!! :D He makes me soooo happy :] LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!

OH!!! I give up trying to be friends with people :) My decision. I'm not gonna try anymore. If they wanna kick it or whatever they should make the initiative and try. I've tried to make them a priority but in the end I find that it's not worth it. They dont try, so now...why should I? Right?
I have people in my life right now that needs to be in it. Theres always room for more but I'm content as it is.

The end :]
Goodnight

:] <3

2009-10-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

1. How did it all begin?
It all began summer2008 when I watched this video (:

2. Where did you meet?
He came and visited me at Mt. SAC.
He made me ditch my spanish class just to hang out with him.

3. When did you meet?
October 15, 2008 (a year ago)

4. Was it love at first sight?
Nope it wasn't. It was very awkward...lol. I thought he was very cute though.

5. How old were you both?
He was 24 and I was 18

6. When did you have your first kiss?
November 30, 2008. (In my room after one of his shows that I didnt go to)

7. Where was your first date?
Hmmm...Id say the first official date was when he took me to the San Diego zoo on December 16. He kept his word (:

8. How long until he met the parents?
Well since he came over my house the first time we met, that's when they met him. My mom said "Oh another one huh" haha.

9. When was it official?
LOL. Today, October14,2009 we made that to be November 30. The day of our first kiss.

THE GOOD...

10. What's your happiest memory of him?
Wow. I believe I don't have one particular memory of him that I'm the "happiest." Every moment with him I'm happy. That was corny but true. He knows how to make me happy no matter what. We don't even have to do anything and I'm already happy cause i got my "youtube star."

11. What's the sweetest thing he has ever done for you?
Awww Kinh is a sweetheart. There are too many things that he has done. Some of them include: taking me to the zoo when no one else did, drawing me cute stuff, going to class with me, satisfying my cravings, dedicating me a song...list goes on & on

12. Does he buy you lots of gifts?
I can't be spoiled. But he does buy me stuff. But I think it's cute when he draws me pictures (:

13. What's your favorite thing to do together?
Compare dick sizes. HAHA!
We like to play FARMVILLE & kungfu animals. LOL.

14. When did you know you were falling in love?
November 24, 2008. That's the day when I ditched school and went down to Irvine to hang out with him. And then at the end of the night we danced in the parking lot w/ Christmas Lights on the trees. So cute. I fell...

15. When did you know you were IN LOVE?
Hmmm...New Years. We spent it with my family in Redlands. Yup thats when I knew I was in love with him.

16. Who said I love you first?
Uhmmm....he probably did. LOL

17. Is it true love?
Very! <3

18. How do you know this?
Because i've never felt like this about anyone :)

THE BAD...

19. What's his worst habit?
He likes to stalk me...haha. No just kidding. Skip cant think of one.

20. What annoys you about him?
He likes to eat my food. Haha. And he licks me. haha

21. Has he ever hurt you badly?
He gives me bruises. haha. jk. No he hasnt. And he better NOT!

22. Would he ever cheat?
No, he's not like that. (or so i think)

23. Has he ever cheated?
On me? HE BETTER NOT HAVE

24. Do you trust him?
I completely do.

THE UGLY...

25. Best facial feature?
His left nostril. LOL.
No really I like Everything!

26. Favorite part of his body?
His ass ;]

27. Hair color?
black.

28. What does he smell of?
Food! haha. He doesn't really smell like anything...

29. Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?
Skinny jeans, dress shirt, vest, black slip on vans.

MISCELLANEOUS QUESTIONS...

30. How do you feel when he holds you?
Like everything in the world is fine. I feel safe and never ever wanna let go.

31. How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?
Oh we do this all the time. I feel happy. lol

32. How does it feel when he touches you?
Horny. LOL. jk. I get weird butterflies

33. Does his touch give you goose bumps?
Goosebumps...no not really. My dick gets hard. haha

34. Does he kiss your neck?
He does.

35. Your tummy?
He tries. I get ticklish though.

36. Your forehead?
Yes he does.

37. Could you be without him?
No I really can't. I can barely go 4 days without him.

38. Do you think about him constantly when your apart?
Yes I do. Sometimes its a bad thing cause I can't get things done.

39. How long have you been together?
Almost a year (:

40. Can you see a future together?
I honestly can.

41. Would you like to get married?
Uhmm too far into the future...maybe tho

42. Have children?
WAY WAY far into the future.

43. Where can you see your relationship in a years time?
I can hope for the best. We can grow stronger as a couple and let love lead the way.

44. 5 years time?
Hmmm...I don't know.

45. Do you know there is definitely no-one better out there for you?
I am very happy with my baby. I wouldn't exchange him for anybody!

46. How do you know this?
Because he treats me well and I know he loves me and I love him too.

47. Are you scared he might find someone better?
Yes. But he said he won't. So I trust him.

48. Is he your best friend as well as your lover?
Haha. Yes he can be my best friend as well.

49. Does he come first over everyone else in your life?
No. I put God, Family, then Kinh (:

50. Would you die for him?
Hmmm...

51. What's the funniest thing you have ever done together?
Oh his car rides are funny. Get him to rap or freestyle whatever. It's very...entertaining.

52. Say something that only you two understand.
I have a horse dick.

53. Do you have nick names for each other?
Kinh & Christine.
& theres: baby, babe, nigga, babycakes, fucker, dork, BIG DICK MASTER haha...

54. Does he make you laugh?
His face does. jk. Yes hes very funny.

55. Do you wrestle?
Yes. I always win :p

56. Is he tickelish?
Hmmm sometimes under the armpits...but I have yet to find his other spots.

57. Are you?
NO!

HIS FAVORITES....

Food?
ALL FOOD! haha

Drink?
Water. Drink lots of water!

Sport?
He watches Lakers, use to play volleyball. hmmm I can beat him in tennis

Past time?
He likes to hang out with me (: haha. jk. uhmmmm sing?

Animal?
Christinejoy

Aftershave?
not sure...

Clothing style?
his own style

Music?
he listens to a lot of stuff.

YOUR THINGS...

Song?

DVD?
TWILIGHT!!!! (:

Place to hang out?
We're usually at mi casa.

Meal to cook together?
Freakin rice krispie treats!!! HAHAH.
story: so one day we decided to make some but we failed. Instead of putting the butter into the pot first we put the marshmallows in. That burnt the marshmallows and made the house all smokey. We still continued to try to make it. The final product came to burnt rice kripies. LOL. It tasted like coffee..

LASTS...

Time you saw him?
Monday when we watched Paranormal Activity

Kissed him?
Monday night

Spoke to him?
I'm talking to him on AIM right now.

The last text he sent you?
sadly cant text.

WHEN WILL YOU...

See him again?
Hmmm probably Friday. If not Saturday for the photoshoot

Speak to him again?
In a few seconds.

Tell him you love him again?
Very soon.

HAVE YOU EVER...

Spent the night together?
We have

Celebrated a holiday together?
Yes we have (:

Met his parents?
I have

Made him cry?
I hope not.

Is this love?
Oh it is ♥

2009-10-08T18:23:00.000-07:00

A yr ago from today...
Kinh and I had our first phone call conversation.
& this is where that one phone call led too (:

wow has it gone by so fast.

stolen.

2009-10-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

Do you plan on going to college?
2nd year already.

What year do/did you graduate?
colony hs class of 2008 baby! (:

What was the last candy you ate?
i ate chocolate on sunday

When was the last time you were sick?
like a week ago.

What are you doing spring break ‘10?
hmmm no plans.

How do you feel about girls smoking?
Not cute and very unattractive (to me).

Ever had a cigar?
Negative.

Don’t you hate when it’s awkward between ex’s?
I usually don't see any ex's or talk to them. But when we do talk, indeed it is awkward.

What color are your nails painted?
ugly pink. ima do em tonight tho

Do you think it’s stupid to say “I love you” on the first day?
Too quick.

Is it hard for you to make decisions?
Usually. Tryin to be more decisive now

Do you want to get married someday?
Someday...

What job do you have?
Betch! ;] haha jk

Can you type fast?
Eh I guess

Do you type the proper way?
Yes. Took a class during hs. Good times...haha

Would you rather be on the beach right now?
Not really.

Could you trust any of your friends with your life?
A very few of em

Latest you ever woke up?
LOL! i woke up at 5 once...but thats cause i slept late

Would you ever get highlights in your hair?
I have.

When people smoke around you, does it make you cough?
Not really. It's a bad thing I don't mind it

Is it warm out enough to go out in a T-shirt where you live?
Yeah

Would you rather be able to teleport or be invisible?
TELEPORT!!! fasho

Who has the biggest eyes you know?
People say I have big eyes...dont think so. But hmmmm I dont really knoow

How would you react if your last ex wanted to get back together?
FUCK NO!

Are you wearing your favorite color right now?
Uhmmm no

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes <3

What is a food you crave a lot?
Oh theres many. It's usually sweets

Do you think the people you love, love you just as much?
I really hope so

What are you gonna dress up as this Halloween?
not sure yet

What scares you most about relationships?
getting my heart broken =/

Could you go a day without talking to the person you like?
I probably can if i really wanted to

What’s your middle name?
Gonzales...

Do you enjoy sports?
yeah

Myspace or Facebook?
Facebook

What’s the last thing you laughed about?
some video

If you had to kiss one person of the same sex, who would it be?
Hahaha and the list goes on LOL.

When were you last really comfortable?
rightnow

Do you like chocolate?
mhmm

Do you have a favorite pair of jeans?
not really

What’s the last thing you said out loud?
WHAT!

Oh October

2009-10-04T01:36:00.000-07:00

BOO! it's october already!!! WOW!WOW!WOW!
time has gone by so fast. next thing you know, its 2010.
crazy!

anywho, life is pretty good.
school is ehhhh. and i wish i didnt take these classes all together..but whatever. can't do anything about that now.
family is good. i'm so happy there hasn't been any family disappointments this year (: im pretty proud of that. i love my cousins!
boyfriend is the bomb.com! <3
friends are ... not sure about that one. havent really talked to my so called "close friends" BLAH!

so im @ moreno valley right now...bored!!!!
lalalalala.

oh today was my lil nephew Elijah's birthday party. he's so big now. 3 years old. i still remember when i use to take car of that brat. a lil family drama but nothing new. it never seems to go away.

ok ill write soon! promise <3

i really want this

2009-09-29T14:33:00.000-07:00

i can totally see myself using this.
ughhhh i want it!

hello kitty

kinh baby! :]

2009-09-26T12:43:00.000-07:00

Isn't he such a cutie!?
mine mine mine (:

illusions

2009-09-25T01:13:00.000-07:00

So in my philosophy class today, we spent an hour looking at illusions.
Ready? Set. GO!

sailboat?

horses?

old folks?

reindeer in the trees??

crowd or homes?

tree? faces?

baby?

frog horse?

crazy how our eyes trick us, huh?
hahah. random blog :P

2009-09-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

hello!

I like wasting time on the computer. Instead of studying for my philosophy test or reading for my English class, I am here lying in bed. Blah!
Shouldn't have taken all these boring classes all at once...
Oh please let me pass all of em with at least a B.

Goodbye

1 2 3 4

2009-09-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

i like this song (:
it makes me happy...maybe cause i can relate to it :]
<3

2009-09-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

today my boyfriend serenaded me (:
soooooo adorable!!!!!

i still find it funny that a lil over a year ago i was watching him on youtube thinking wow hes kinda cute. LOL.

im lucky! (:
goodnight sweet world!

<3

2009-09-12T02:06:00.000-07:00

i love how you always make an effort to make me smile :]
i love how i still get butterflies when you hold me tight.
i love the feeling when im with you.
i love how we don't have to go anywhere but we still enjoy our time.
i love how i can watch you play video games for hours and not get bored.
i love how we take naps with our hands interlocked.
i love how you always try to satisfy my cravings.
i love how you always say the right things.
i love how you go out of the ordinary.
i love how honest and real you are.
i love how you always look after me.
i love how you actually try to make this work.

i simply love you.
thats all.

dreams are dreams

2009-09-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

It's weird how dreams works. There are times when you get dreams while you're dreaming. Or dreams with people and places you have never seen or been before. And sometimes you get a dream and then days/weeks/months/years later it happens.
But what if you keep getting dreams of a person that you wished to erase from your life?
What's that suppose to mean?
Well according to some online dream interpretation site it said:

"It is very common for people to dream about ex-partners. Individuals that have been an important part of our lives continue to take up a part of our mind and heart. It is impossible to very dramatically shut the person out of thoughts and feelings. Just because the relationship ends does not mean that all is finished. As we go through relationships we learn and at times pick up "battle wounds." You will continue to dream about your ex-girlfriend or boyfriend until you "let go" of them on a very important level, or until you learned your lessons from that relationship. Either way, dreaming about your ex-romance does not predict future involvement. It may be wish-fulfillment, reliving memories, or working out issues. Dreams are very rarely prophetic."

This doesn't make sense. I did let go of him and I learned my lessons. Or am I just saying that? What if my heart can't let go and my mind still thinks about him? He's not my future and I know it. I won't let it be. But why is it that I can't erase everything I want to erase? I erased most of the bad but the good keeps coming up...

I really don't want to think about him.

surveyyy

2009-09-09T22:55:00.000-07:00

Have you ever made out in the backseat of a car?
ew, bad memories.

If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who?
the boggyman???

Are you a daydreamer?
especially in school

Are you shy?
at times

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
yeahhhh sure

Have you ever been somebody's first love?
supposedly

Have you ever kissed somebody whose name started with an E, J, T, R, G?
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

Have you kissed somebody other than the last person you kissed?
nopes (:

Would you push anyone down a flight of stairs?
thats kinda mean...but maybe :X

What would you do if you ran into the person who hurt you the most in your life?
FUCK YOU!

What color mascara do you use?
black

Do your feet get cold often?
sometimes when i sleep

When people come over, do you give them a tour of your house?
sometimes

Can you rap?
fosho yo

Do you like kids?
yes =]

Have you ever had any weird pets?
rolliepolies

Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?
yeahhh

Are you a simple or complicated person?
simply complicated

When was the last time you had a REAL smile on your face?
today

If your girlfriend/boyfriend cheated on you, would you take them back?
i have...but i learned

Do you lick your lips?
no not really

Is there something you're happy about at this moment?
mhmmm <3

Have any piercings?
4 i want 1 more :P

So, what if you married and had kids with the last person you kissed?
ok =]

Has the last person you kissed ever taken their shirt off in front of you?
hollaaaaaa

Have you ever kissed someone with the same first initial as you?
dont think so

Is the person you like older or younger than you?
olderrrr

Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
unfortunately

Is there anybody you would push off the planet?
:X

Do you crack your knuckles?
i do...
i try not to anymore

Are relationships ever really worth it?
it is

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
nopeeee

Have you kissed someone in '09 who means a lot to you?
heck yesssss

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
noooo

Would you ever shoot up heroin, if given the chance?
hmmmmm

Do you regret your last summer?
nopeeeee

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
sadly no, i have school -__-

Can you hide your emotions?
i can

Do you wear glasses?
nopes

Do you get bad mood swings?
not really

Want to be taller, or shorter?
im fine as is

Hows life right now?
isss good

cut my hair like this?!

2009-09-09T17:00:00.000-07:00

should i?!
hmmmm....

i likeeee (:

09.09.09

2009-09-09T16:23:00.000-07:00

It's 090909 today! (: That's so weird to look at.

Anywho, reading supraboix's Xanga blogs from 6 years ago made me wanna write in my own blog:]
whos SUPRABOIX you ask?! secretttt :P haha. thats so asian! (i know youre reading this supraboix.) But yea reading the entries made me feel a lil bit more closer to supraboix.

So what to talk about here?

Oh I have a laptop charger now (: So its back to the laptop. Hopefully I can write more in the blog:]

3rd week of school and I'm tired of it!!!! In political science we take too many notes! It sucks cause the teacher hand writes the notes on the board. And he writes hella sloppy! Psychology is an alright class. It's probably the only class that I enjoy going to. We had a group quiz today and we got 100% (: Philosophy class is whatever. The class gets me thinking so thats a plus, but do I really need to think about this stuff? I don't think so. And then my English1C class is hell!!!! I hate that class. I'm thinking about dropping it. My teacher can't teach and too much work. And also this girl that I "adore" is in that class! so BLAH!

At the moment I'm not feeling well =/ I feel all sore and tired and my throat hurts still. BOO!!!! And I was suppose to chill w/ Adoboy today so he can get some pics but noooo =/ My body wouldn't let me. So instead I ate, wrote polisci notes, and finished reading that persons xanga. What a life, right?! NOT!

So I figured out a lil life plan for me. Hopefully it goes well. Next school year attend UCI. Finish my BSN in 2 yrs. Work in a children hospital. hmmm...is this what I really wanna do?!

I'm completely bored here at home. OH man! I don't write in here as much as I want because it's not secretive. Maybe if I pretend that I'm the only one reading these blogs it'll have more say and meaning into it....I'll try that next time I write in here.

Until then....

2009-08-26T21:49:00.000-07:00

"i am srry... im fuckin done with the home girl... shes a dam retard to begin with... she cant keep her own word almost all the time... also shill flake on you... also she makes friends with people who she does not even want to be friends with... i do...nt get that.... i am lost with this girl... its like at dam fuckin fake bitch... dam..."

LOL! i am just laughing at this!!!!!
thanks!
think what you wanna think; do what you wanna do; cause it's not bringing me down "homeboy"

Goodbye Summer 2009

2009-08-23T22:29:00.000-07:00

Last summer was a roller coaster full of emotions and this summer was smooth sailing through the open sea. Now I say goodbye to summer and hello to school. Goodbye to waking up at 1. Goodbye to late night phone calls and sleeping at 3. Hello to breakfast. Hello to Mt. Sac. Hello to nerdy Christine.

This summer is one I will remember. It was one without drama and boy problems. I got to see faces that I loved and adored. I can't really hate much about this summer. Thank you to the people who made this possible. Special thanks to my baby, Kinh, for making me happy and always keeping a smile on my face. Well goodbye summer 2009 and thank you for all the sweet memories <3

time come and goes

2009-08-20T23:48:00.000-07:00

Reading last years blogs made me appreciate what I have now. Even though I was "happy" last year, I still felt as if I was missing something. That something that completed me. Am I complete now? I'd like to say that, but you never know. Things happen...

Anywho I just finished reading The Time Traveler's Wife and it was so good!
I wanna watch it now! (:

ps. I'm scared of getting my heart broken.
who isn't scared?

Marian's Birthday

2009-08-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, August 18 was my friend Marian's 20th birthday. Before going to her birthday party I went shopping with my mom. We were running a lil' late but I still managed to get ready in a good amount of time. During the car ride my sister and I had a funny conversation about "coolness". LOL. Anyways, I thought there was gonna be drama there, but everything turned out well.
We got leid by this little girl haha. And then I enjoyed my hawaiian food. Later on the boys from Duarte came and then we just chilled. Nothing was awkward even through the history we had with them. We reminisced about good old times and made plans to chill again. We had to leave early cause my sister had school the following day, but all in all it was a good day:]

enjoy the pics (:

on our way there...look at my hello kitty bottle (:

dancers

he's too cool now -__-

vom. est. 2007

happy birthday to youuuu...

kevin's still boring...

girls <3

the boys