there was a reason for what happened the past few days...

and from that, i came to the realization that he does care. not that i already knew that, but i needed to be reassured. and i know for a fact that i haven't given him my all but starting now i will. i was scared to give somebody my everything, when in the end it wasn't going to work out. but now i have a pretty good feeling. so no more playing games, this is real...