where there are many memories and thoughts kept...
so i saw the guy i never wanted to see ever again the other night at banana bay. first i saw his sister and i already had a bad feeling about it. then when i went outside i saw him...i honestly wanted to cry and punch the hell out of him, but i couldn't show emotion. as much as i freakin hate him, i guess there's still a part of me which still cares. yeah, i know dumb! but i guess i can't help it...FUCK! then he texted me...ugh! he's had my number from all those years...wow!!! -__- no, we are never ever gonna be friends and grab lunch. nor will i ever talk or text you. you are my past...
on another note...i hate how he still talks to his ex's. i mean i understand their still friends, but he's still showing interest...that's definitely not my thing. i may talk to probably only one ex..but that's ONLY if he messages me first. i will NEVER ever make the first move. his story is different cause he's the one actually making the first move...i don't get it...get over your past. leave them alone...!
the past is the past...just let it go...
